Hello There...

The angel from my nightmare..
The shadow in the background of the mourge...
The unsuspecting victim....
of darkness in the valley...
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.....

I feel so lost again.. Where was my direction? My awesomely awesome connection w. God? Where did everything go? Is it gone for good? Am I going to live in this spiritually muted life forever? Ha, funny though.. Id always complain about how things were too much and yadda, yadda... Man, did I know? No.. not really.. Now? Ugh... I have so many "why" questions... Why this, or that? What is coming? I don't know.. What of the past? Who knows?