Ok, Ok...

I promised to behave myself for the time being.. So.. I will.. our potty problem was quickly fixed today thanks to the responce my pictures provoked... Now its just a matter of bleach-bombing everything in the bathroom...

Well, tomorrow's the day.. the Social Deviance project. YAY? o_O I honestly don't feel like running around like that for an hour off campus.. *sighz* All in the name of science? Oh well.. I feel blah.. So, Im going to bed...

Houston, I Think We Have A Problem....

Day number 3 of our potty problems... Sorry, I dont yet have the technology to transmit smell.. I emailed pictures to our RD, who handels all maintence requests.... We'll see if that illicits any responces.....

Some pix from the day:

I accidentally threw the bead to my eyebrow-bar in the trash... After careful consultation... I decided to go fishing for it... It's that tiny speck in the middle of the cleared out arch....

Anyway......

Besides working.. the day was fine... I was so tired though... I stayed up late watching the new babies... they are still so co-dependant.... It's ridiculous....

The New Babies!

It's kind of a bad picture, I know... but the one in the front is Wasabi.. and the one in the back is Sushi..... Kinda cryptic I know...

Tomorrow.. I get new filters for them...

The lady who sold them to me and my roommate seemed concerned that our tank was only 10gal. She kept going off about how the koi get to be up to 24 inches or something.... I just told her that if they got too big.. we'd just eat them.... The look on her face was pretty funny.. as you can probably imagine.

I dunno about all koi, but these two are SO codependant.. Sushi and Wasabi won't swim further than 3 inches apart.. at any one time.. it's sad....

Hello There...

The angel from my nightmare..
The shadow in the background of the mourge...
The unsuspecting victim....
of darkness in the valley...
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.....

I feel so lost again.. Where was my direction? My awesomely awesome connection w. God? Where did everything go? Is it gone for good? Am I going to live in this spiritually muted life forever? Ha, funny though.. Id always complain about how things were too much and yadda, yadda... Man, did I know? No.. not really.. Now? Ugh... I have so many "why" questions... Why this, or that? What is coming? I don't know.. What of the past? Who knows?

Some Thoughts for Today...

1) I was happier about tomorrow.. before I figured out it was 9/11. I didn't think that 9/11 really affected me that much.. but I guess it did... I remember where I was and what was doing exactally... when I found out... Strange....

2) Vanity... I think has more to do with thinking positivly of yourself in light of others.. than the tratidional sense of vanity that we apply... I think vanity can also be obsession w. an unidealistic body.... and obsession over weight.. or some such...

3) I fogot for the time being.. check back later... *notes to self.... since no one else reads this*

Rename Me Helen

I can't believe we started that would-be riot.... boys are so stupid in large groups... that's why God created only one Adam... and more than that.. and Eve woulda had enough of their stupidity in groups.. and left...

I'm dying.. My head hurts so bad... it wont go away.... I want to go to the moveis tonite.. but my head hurts so bad.... I should just stay in my room and finish my drawings..

So.. life is fun is it not?

Oooohhhhhhh

Headhurts... headache... ouch.. It just got real bad.... <_> Ouuuuuuuuuwwwwww.... and blogger wont let me post a picture

Today I....

Today I threw my old cell phone off the roof.. and I almost hit a guy.. >_< ooppsss

Red Sam

Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings
There you stoodHolding me
Waiting for me to notice you

But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life


The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you
But who are you

You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

My hands are open
And you are filling them
Hands in the air
In the air, in the air, in the air

And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship

You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

~Flyleaf

*Yawnz*

It's bed time.. Stupid freaking blogger....